Friday, 18 December 2009
hmm... so what should i blog about on this hot and humid day... well basically i'm working right now... haha.. and there's isn't any call so why not update my blog since i got nothing to do...
well so far life has been good.. i wouldn't say great but its good nonetheless... hehe... getting tired of work thats for sure.. haha.. c'mon indra.. 6 more months to go... well i had to talk about the party i went to.. it was Faizal Isa party... woohoo was it fun... and the best part is.. Tabitha was there.. haha.. my idol!! lol.. geez i sound like a 4 year old...
well she is my idol afterall... so what do you expect right.. haha.. i get to say hello to her... well didn't really got to talk to her but we got to say hello and wave at each other.. well at least it was something.. i melt for a while la sey.. hahaha... niways... got to take group pics too... hehe.. yeah and the performances from the Awesome Foursome was just........... AWESOME!! Spectacular!!! haha.. and i got Lucy & Shida to go with me.. thanks guys for accompanying me to the party.. the whole day was just Awesome.. haha..
well new year is comming... and i just got my resolution ready for next year.. that is to stay healthy... be happy... and work hard for my goals... =D
well i wanna do something in my life... so maybe i'm just gonna try my luck at everything.. be it in soccer or perhaps singing.. i'm still gonna do my best... and i'm gonna plan what i'm gonna do after my ORD because it's ending mid next year.. =D woohoo...
life isn't a playground now.. life is now about me making my own choices and taking it to a whole new level... Adulthood... =D
Thursday, 10 December 2009
hey world.. sorry i couldn't update for such a long time... i guess there was nothing to talk about.. haha.. cause my life has been.. u can say still the same.. still in ns.. still playing my guitar... still playing soccer... still surviving i guess...
well i had to blog cause my idol Tabitha is out of the competition... wth.. i thought she was good and could... wait she SHOULD have been in the finals... =( oh well... this is life huh... but then she still be an idol to many... to me too... =) kudos to her for making it so far... and all the best for the future... =D
you know... i'm envious of her.. at only 17... she already have a goal.. living her dreams.. still gonna keep it alive... im 21... and i got no goal yet.. maybe i do but it seems so out of reach...
you know what... im more bump out that i still can't figure out what i want in life... who i want as a partner... what i want to be when i ORD from Civil Defence... i always thought being independent is gonna be easy... because we get to choose what we want in our life.. with lots of freedom.. till it really hit me in the head that i still need someone to depend on...
life isn't always easy... there are times when we have to make a decision.. thats what you called being mature and being able to stand on your own two feet right... people like Tabitha inspires me alot.. because they are like kicking me in the butt.. telling me to get a move on... well i'm certainly thinking about it... =D... I wanna be somebody... and after all this time.. im already am.. may it be in NS.. but i'm a fireman who save peoples lives... im there when they need me and my team... it's so great.. although we received many critisism... we still do our jobs.. and we got people thanking us for that... and we are like idols to the kids... i'm always motivated to do my best when i see kids waving at me at the Rhino.. its so cool.. =D
haha.. well i'm certainly starting life afresh... i went through lots this year... love life... money issues and sometimes depression... can't believe it huh since i'm smiling all the time... but i'm 21 now... and i've learn to take things into my own hand.. to solve them on my own...
and im still gonna survive it... my life may not be like Tabitha... Suzairi... Oprah or anyone else... but it's not gonna stop me from living up my life... =D...
life has taught me valuable things.. and i got people who is always there with me...
20 more days and its new year... alot of things are expected to happened.. i'm soo sight... =D... maybe joining Singapore idol 4.. hahaha.. who knows.. whatever i'm gonna do... it's definitely gonna be worth it... =D i'm sure...
*P.S : i miss Tabitha already.. hehe.. and i miss my fwens =D... vanessa.. fazehah.. fazkys... fifah... LUCY!!! ala Everone!!!
*P.S : i miss Tabitha already.. hehe.. and i miss my fwens =D... vanessa.. fazehah.. fazkys... fifah... LUCY!!! ala Everone!!!
